Some things are better left unsaid.

Sometimes things have a way of changing on us overnight.

The last time I wrote on this journal I was talking about how I felt lonely, but that my husband was my support. I also mentioned how he had a lot of work and could not come home for dinner.

Well, it turns out that while he was at the office, there was this woman, Maria Something, that was being inappropriate by basically offering herself up to him. Now, I know that John didn't do anything to encourage her, but he didn't tell me and that got me really upset. The way I found out was that john was having nightmares and in one of those he actually screamed her name.

I was so mad!

You know, being pregnant and all has been a little rough on me and my feelings are more intense than usual. I was grilling my poor John even though none of this was his fault and he got so nervous that he called me Maria... Oh, boy... He tried to fix it, but by then I was ready to bite someones head off, and he was the closest victim.

However, after yelling at him a little, I calmed down and the next morning I was ready to give the poor man a chance. I tried to be sweet and understanding and I made john promise me that whatever the %$#%$ woman said to him at the office, he was going to say no.

Well, to make the story short, she didn't want to stop and I decided to take matters into my own hands. I met with Maria and tried to have a civil conversation, but I may have overdone it a little. I don't remember all the details, but let's just say that I hurt my hand and leave the rest to your imagination...

I think this Maria woman won't be getting anywhere near John in the near future.

See you later :-)